Texas

 Today I have to go to Texas. its really early in the morning and I have to get on a plane. 

sigh

I'm really tired. the one thing I hate more than anything is learn you, mommy and champion. I know I have to do so we can keep making money and you guys can have a great life, but its hard on your dad sometimes. 

I really love your Star Wars drawings and all your drawings really. they are so good. you are really talented at that and you need to keep doing it. you can make a career out of it. 

have you thought about what you wanna do as a career when you get older?

you are such a special person. 

I was thinking about your friend Theresa. I know she is moving away. that happened to me too when I was in middle school. your friends moving away. but now you guys have so much technology with zoom, rob lox, Facetime. you can stay connecting with Theresa if you want no matter where she goes with that. 

and some of my closest friends today don't live here. Sarah who I started C&I with me and mommy, she is one of my great friends, but she lives in DC. so I talk to her all the time on zoom and on the phone. 

I have other friends like that too, so you never know. 

Friends are hard. what really helps is talking about it. If you continue to talk to me and mommy about it, you'll feel better. Sometimes it may be hard to talk but that is when you need to talk about it the most. 

I love you. 

so much. 

I never want you to be sad, but when you are, just know your daddy loves you so much, and so does your mom. 

I know it seems weird, but everything you are going through we have been through. so you can always talk to us. I love you heeeps. 

now I have to go get on this plane.